Firdausi Itu Impianku. Hidupku Adalah Untuk Allah. Doakan aku, kawan !

Firdausi Itu Impianku. Hidupku Adalah Untuk Allah. Doakan aku, kawan !

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D.O.C.T.O.R - Dunia Klinikal Bermula .

Esok hari yang indah menanti.
White Coat. Stethescope. Pen. Note book. Brain.
All of those stuff will be my BFF .
Bermula dari umur saya 21 tahun ( kini ) hingga nanti lepas dah pencen dari dunia perubatan .

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Everything looks different now.
Last week, I had 4 days with 6 lectures from 8.00am until 3.00pm. Very hectic.

Kalau dahulu, hanya 3 lectures dan pada jam 11.00am dah boleh cabut lari balik rumah, now is different. Totally different.

Pagi round di hospital. 8.00am kena terpacak dah di hospital untuk attendance. Satu jam cari patient, empat jam lagi belajar sambil berdiri dengan doktor sampai jam 12.00pm. Grouping.

Petang belum boleh balik. Ada kelas dan clininal skill lab lagi sampai jam 3.00pm. Nak balik rumah? Makan masa 1jam dari universiti saya untuk ke daerah Irbid, tempat saya tinggal.

Packed. Hectic. Stressful.
But, that is my life now. Starting from now, I have to learn and adapt with the life of a doctor.

It's not easy actually. There are so many things that I have to sacrifice or let it go. But my mom said, this is your choice, your life. You have to accept it and trust that Allah has planned a very good thing for your, dear..

Sob.

I really love Medicine anyway and maybe it is not too easy to give up or futur or something like that.

Em. I Only thinking about my future ; family, ulama'-2 kecil nanti dan many other things yang masih jauh jauh lagi. Pfft.

Thinking all of those things give me headache so I take the decision to not think them anymore.

I plan but I know Allah also has planned something better than my plans. I just put all my trust in Allah and let He decides my life as what He want. I just one of His servant.

Petugas Islam Dalam Bidang Perubatan,
Ana junduLlah.

Please do pray for me. Pray I can do the best in practicing medicine skill so that I can give the best services for my country and our deen soon.

24092016
Irbid, Jordan.

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